I Wuf You ♥

I just love our dog. Somehow  I can’t walk past her without giving her a pet over the head. When I wake up she is always so excited to see me, when I come back in the house because I forgot my keys she acts like I have been away for years. Sometimes she even smiles, but that’s mostly when I freak her out. Then I walk loudly towards the gate and she freaks out and starts barking, then I walk in and she runs up to me and starts smiling. Like she lifts her upper lip, but seriously not like she is growling or something, it’s her way of smiling because she is all happy. When she is on the couch with me I have to cuddle her. She is laying on my bed right now, sometimes she snores like a bog one. But if she doesn’t I get scared she isn’t breathing so I check. The other night I gave her a cookie, but apparently she wasn’t hungry (which worried me also) but I went to sleep anyways. Then somewhere in the morning I heard her nomming on the cookie, so I guess she was just tired. Anyway, this is just a little part about my lovely doggy.

I wanted to put a more active video on, but i cant get it off my phone =( so here's a lazy one.

I Wuf You

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Miss You

So today it has been five years, five years since you left us(12th the blog is a diffrent time). I still really miss you , but to be honest it gets harder to remember what I miss. A lot has happened, and nothing you saw. Things have changed since you went away, I see things differently now. I started to smell the flowers and enjoy the sun and even the rain. Started to feel more intense,  Even fell in love intensely,  I’m sure you know how I feel about all that now -_- , but that doesn’t matter anymore. I know I would never do the same thing as you , just because I know how it feels. I remember when you were still alive, a girl told you “I want to be just like you” as childish as it sounded it really was. But that wasn’t the point, the point is everybody knew how you felt. A lot of people not so specifically as your closest friends. But everybody could see you had issues. I hated that girl for saying that so careless, she was so blind. I was talking about you the other day with my ex, he told me you liked to watch cartoons about an apple and a cheese, I started laughing because I totally forgot about that. As time goes by your forget stuff, and only feelings remain. The loss I once felt feels different,  Although I must admit it still feels like you are on a permanent vacation. I was angry at first, for you to choose such a horrible event to happen in your loved ones lives, you got out of it and left people in a horrible mess, some people say you did it for attention, that is 100% not true, you were not like that , and how would you enjoy the attention now? just because they are attention whores (excuse my language) does'nt mean you are, you never were. But on the other side I understood you. I am happy for you that you got what you wished for. Maybe find your peace.

I still miss you.

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3D For The One Eyed ♥

3D sounds so much fun, you can see things like they are licking in your face! (okay that is more 4D)Anyway, to me it is fun. But not to one of my friends, he has one eye that’s not working properly. So if there is a 3D movie I really want to see, I better not ask him, because then I will feel guilty and watch it in 2D if possible. Now there are movies in the cinemas who are only shown in 3D. people with one functional eye just can’t watch that. I guess living with one eye is one thing I will never understand (and I hope I never need to). Maybe someday in the future there will be a way for everybody to see something in 3D, and I can go to the cinemas with him as well.

 So if you are a huge Justin Bieber fan, with one eye, I do feel very sorry for you. 

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Marry me? ♥

So i have seen the most awesome wedding proposal EVAR ! I have seen it a while ago but only thought about blogging about it now. I am not sure if I will ever settle for the small “on one knee” proposal anymore. Even though I seem to know people who don’t even want to do that somehow. But seriously, if a guy wants to make clear that he wants to be with his girl, make an effort! Come on, Make it one awesome day and get an awesome life with your sweetheart. Sounds like a sweet deal if you ask me.. I hope that their marriage will work out awesomely, hihi.

So here is the video. I really loved it. I think I would marry him just for that.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HvxJcXJyrxc

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Butterfly ♥

So I am taking this opportunity to talk about butterflies. Seriously butterflies are shiz scary. Has anyone ever looked at them from up close? I mean even on SpongeBob they know the creepy side of this creature. They are pretty from a far. But my gosh, they look like hairy little monsters. I used to be amazed by them, when I wanted to grab them they would fly away. Thank goodness I am thinking right now.

So butterflies please keep spreading your pretty wings. And don’t land on my face. Thank you.

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Hey Sweet Boyfriend ♥

Or no maybe I am lying. Yes… yes I am…

Isn’t it lovely just to be loved, cared about? When you do your hair and someone walks up behind you and tells you that you are the most beautiful thing in the world.

But my question is, how in the world do we actually meet people? The right people? At some point in your life you are doing the routine things, most people you meet you have already seen before. I can’t imagine running into the right guy in a club, since I don’t really trust people quickly. If a guy walks up and starts talking to me I would wish they would just walk on. The second thing is I have a beautiful friend, when I am with her, she gets all the attention. Totally understandable because she is very pretty.

The third thing is. I don’t see myself fit as a good girlfriend. Might sound a bit strange, but that is a reason for me to turn down the sweet guys.

So the questions are: how do you meet the right kind of people? How do you make the right contact? What the heck do you do when your friend is much more attractive (I’m no troll but still) and am I really that sucky as a girlfriend?

Only time will tell I guess ^_^

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I guess I am ... ♥

Boring? I can’t seem to find fun things to blog about. When my mind wonders off into darkness I guess that more accurate than I thought. I don’t really consider myself a boring person in real life. People seem to laugh about what I say at times. I like to do fun things, like to see cute things. So I wonder what’s up with that. So I am not sure where this blog is going.  Maybe it will be amusing one day. For as far as I know that’s not really the case right now.

Maybe a joke?

A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store, but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." 

Meh, I tried

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